Welcome to my simple and not so fun blog. I always have a very stressful and heavy responsible life. So I created this blog just to write anything I like. Not necessarily related to my real life or my work. So, I'll write anything I want. (^.^)/

Sometimes life will get tougher, but we should always believe in ourselves and remember to have faith in God. Always smile and hold tight to your belief. Life is full of surprise. That's why I always believe in magic. (^_~) because No one knows, what will happen tomorrow...

Sunday, January 30, 2011

i'll keep smilling~

There are thousands of languages around this world, but a smile can easily beat them all, because smile is the language even a baby can speak (^_^)...so, when you feel like you cannot speak anything.. just keep smiling (^_-) ~ <3 
 she's so cute~ (^_^)
 

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Just another love story~


Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?


Form 1

As I sat there in History class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and smiled. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


Form 3

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. later, she decided to go shopping. After 4 hours, one "Senario" movie at the theater, and six bags of new dresses and shoe, she decided to go home to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and smiled. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.



Senior year in form 5

The day after SPM, she walked to me. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date to go out to celebrate, and in form 1, we made a promise that if neither of us do not have a date in any occasion, we would go out together just as "best friends". So we did. After we got our SPM’s result, we celebrated together too. Before we separated to further our studies, I was standing at her front door step, wanted to wish her good luck and goodbye. I stared at her as she smiled at me, and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I always had the best time in my life whenever I with you, thanks," and she gave me the most beautiful smile I’d ever seen. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her body floated like an angel up on stage to get her degree. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I smiled to her. Then she lifted her head and said, "you're my best friend and you are one of my reason to be here, thanks" she smiled and winked at me. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
 

A Few Years Later

Finally, I sat in a very grand ceremony. A beautiful wedding ceremony, but it’s not mine. That girl is getting married now. I watched her forehead’s kissed by another man. She’s married, and I’m still alone. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away to her new home, she came to me and said "you came" She said "thanks" and smiled to me before she fades away. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.



Finally when the day come……

Years passed, I looked down at the graveyard of a girl who used to be my "best friend". I was too shocked that I couldn’t even cry. Her sister gave me her diary that she had wrote in her high school years. I froze as I read this,

"I said thanks again, and I can only smile.
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it.
I want to tell him...
I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 
I wish he would tell me he loved me, and `I wish I did too...”`

I thought to myself, and I cried…....



Tuesday, January 18, 2011

wHeN i wAs LitTle....

When i was little, i love to draw...i knew that i'm not so talented, but i still love to draw....as i grew, i stop drawing....i don't know why. Maybe i've lost my passion in drawing.... well, maybe... 
i'm not so sure (^_^")> 

Last week, when i was doing some cleaning chores... i found this very old file and when i looked into it, it was  full with my old notes. At that very moment, i felt very nostalgic...to remember all those beautiful moments when i was still small and was still very excited to study...nowadays, it's totally different....I'm not so diligent as i used to be..(^.^")> .but that is not the main topic now...actually, i want to tell you about something else...

While i was busy looking into the file...i found another old paper, but it was not one of my notes.. this one is very special, and i didn't expect to be able to find it in my school's file. Do you want to know what it is? just click on the picture below...

Yes, this is what I've found, my old drawing...i drew this picture when i was small...(^_^)
I like it, and i hope you will like it too~